I’ve tried to do it on my own way for the 3rd time
and it doesn’t work.
I guess I have to try to do another way to establish it.
yeah, heaven is not cheap but it is possible
29 Selasa Apr 2014
Posted flash thought
inI’ve tried to do it on my own way for the 3rd time
and it doesn’t work.
I guess I have to try to do another way to establish it.
yeah, heaven is not cheap but it is possible
27 Minggu Apr 2014
Posted flash thought
in“jangan paksakan ideology kamu pada orang lain”
sebuah kalimat yang terdengar biasa namun berefek luar biasa. Memamaksakan ideology pada oran glain adalah tindakan tidak akademis. Sejatinya para akademisi memberi ruang di kepalanya untuk melihat dan mencoba memahami ideologi yang ada dan kemudian mana yang terbaik untuknya dan kemudian memilih yang paling tepat menurul hati dan pikirannya.
Hm, sebagai anak perempuan, kadang saya terbawa ‘arus’. Memberi comment di WA karena teman saya yang perempuan memberikan comment yang sama terhadap sebuah pembahasan di sana. Hm, awalmya saya kira iru biasa, namun selanjutnya saya baru saja tersadar bahwa saya membebaskan diri saya unttuk di’jajah’ dalam hal memberikan comment. Ha ha.
It is not that big deal but it is quit important to deal with š
hm, saatnya menjadi lebih berani dalam berpendapat dan mengeskpresikan diri. Ups, mengeskpresikan diri bukan berarti bebas to shout out as loud as I can in every occasion. Yet it is about to shout it in the correct time, correct occasion, correctĀ audienceĀ and correct ways. Unless it can ignite a warĀ inĀ inappropriateĀ battleĀ field.
thanks to my lovely lecturer, for reminding me š
and for friends of mine who inspire me to make this post possible.
12 Sabtu Apr 2014
Posted flash thought
inpelupuk mata terasa mengantuk
sejuta mimpi bersiap hampiri
anak manusia yang mencoba cibir dunia
menebar senyum polos pada
kelicikan
dan keabaian
mendongakkan kepala
ketika harga tak diharga
mengangguk dalam
mencoba paham
lama
menatap lamat lamat
lekat
pada sebuah sudut
penat
memutar bola mata kearah atas
lalu kekiri
keatas
dan ke kanan lagi
mencari pengakuan
mencari persetujuan
dengan diri
dan diri-diri
menghela nafas
pelan dan singkat
dentuman itu tak terdengar dari luar laman
ia berdentum di dalam ruang otak pikiran
ia berdentum dalam jantung
ia berdentum dalam rongga paru
ia berdentum dalam nadi
ia berdentum di retina
ia berdentum dalam diam
perlu sendiri
mencermati hari
ketika mata mata diri diri
tertutup rapat
dibuai jutaan mimpi
anak manusia itu
berbicara
dengan diri
sendiri
hening itu berdentum
perang dalam kepalanya
ramai daripada biasanya
makin larut malam
makin ramai dan bising perang itu
makin serius wajahnya
ada dentuman
letusan
desing peluru
dan bunyi bilah-bilah pedang
semakin malam
anak manusia masih berperang
hasilnya akan ketahuan
ketika cahaya menjelang
02 Rabu Apr 2014
Posted flash thought
inwell, this is almost 6 hours before the time is there
I think I am not going to sleep unless 1 hour before down. Not to be brag. I want to finish my proposal. But you know what? I cannot hold my self to shout out in my timeline in FB. You know, a thing that will be shouted by all youth that perceive changes is a necessity.
My nation is going to held a general election on 9th of April this year. I perceive Justice and Prosperous party is the best to rule this country.
Yes, my shouting moment has almost done. it is around 12:27 am and I am still awake. I think I need to pray first to build my concentration on doing my proposal resarch. or, do wudhu first.
Pheew, it is quite hart do close the FB wall, yet I gotta do that. Deep inside my heart I want to post any other comment and status there.
But based on the priorty scale, I got to finish the theisis proposal asap.
May Allah help me š
Actually the sources is there. Moreover, Alhamdulillah, I can see the end of my research, I mean, the findings. What I need to do is to perfect some part of it. Concerning the theory and read the related findings carefully.
Hm, finishing the thesis is my way to go to another steps in my life. I have intention to continue to the next chapter of life called ‘family’ and ‘PhD’ after finishing this stuff.
Having own family and running this life in the sense of togetherness will be very awesome. You know what, I decide to take a ‘real tangible’ step after the kompre InsyaAllah. Well then, this is not about who is the one but this is about whether or not the one is willing to work together with me to enter Jannah, build a better character together, and accelerate and spread the good deed to the nation
well, that’s all for now
I got to go to take wudu and doing the proposal
thanks for reading guys.
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